Are you HAPPY yet?

with my job? I think so. I would like to say that it is so… I don’t like to give myself a chance to feel dissatisfied and bored with my life. i am avoiding finding myself pointing a gun to my head in the near future.

I am happy, that’s ALL that matters. I can be an ambitious bitch, that i know, facing the mirror, and say- I can be anyone whoever that I wanted to be. I know its possible. But I also know its infinitely tiring.

For me, these past few months were intense. I was supposed to work abroad, but due to some unfortunate events — I finally gave up. What makes me stay is that I- realized it is totally useless to proceed anyway. I hope I am still right.

I started looking for jobs, locally, while I am still pending with another job from abroad that time. I got hired easily, that my mom would just say, that I am so lucky to have had find a job so fast…

It was one of those rough times in your life that you dont want to remember cause you dont want to believe that it happened.. but I would say, that- it was fun experience with my husband– for being independent, and knowing whats our worth. there was this time, taht we would stare at each other - then laugh on whats money left on our hands.

Money really makes the world go round. It would be a great feeling, if you thought that its not, but it is. Family can go wrong with this or without.  Friends can be enemies, vice versa. You know how it goes. It goes round and round.

 Anyway, i am getting nowhere with this. Am I happy yet? I am. Can I be happier? Of course!

By the way— I am happy Dex, my bro, and his wife, pyn gave birth to a healthy baby girl! CONGRATULATIONS! that’s happiness…